Yey!!! I don't know why but I'm happy about this year's Holy Week... Ummm... I really could consider myself an enemy of the church!!! Haha... True, i really am a Christian and I do believe in God... it is just that I really don't like how the church does stuff... and most of all i hate some priests!!! i just don't know why, i just can't stand some of them. Well as the title of this post states... somehow I escaped from the Holy Week this year... I mean, I didn't feel the Holy Week at all! It is most noticeable one is that this year my mom didn't wake me up so early in the morning to join the "Via Crucis" its some sort of doing the 14 stations of the cross... And we weren't able to join processions and everything... and we were not able to attend the mass with all the kneeling and standing up and the kneeling again and the standing up again and so on (just imagine it).
But even if I really hated celebrating the Holy Week, I did know its importance to the Roman Catholic Church so somehow I was a little happy that our family was able to attend the Easter Sunday Mass...
I guess I really am not against the Church and all of its "rituals" (as i call them) after all... it's just that I don't like all of them (am i making sense at all) and i don't like being forced to do/attend them. It is a fact that I don't really know a lot of things about my religion. So I know that I don't have the right to preach.
Ah! Damn! Hehehe... it seems that I can't make up my mind on what to right in here and how to explain my stand on this... oh well, i am in need an idiot. Well, if there is something I like about my religion... It the fact that when I pray, I feel calm and somehow I feel that I have an invisible pal that i can talk to. And the other thing that I like, is that going to church gives people the chance to be together...^_^
....Hmmmm. Yup. Indeed I am an idiot! Haha!
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